QUOTES! im a daughter hiding my depression im a big sister making a good impression im your friend acting like im fine im a teenager pushing her tears aside im the girl sitting next to you im the one asking you to care im your best friend hoping that you'll be there we talk like we're okay, we talk like everythings fine, but i broke down today, and you told me to pretend it will be okay, but the truth is, im scared, and how can i pretend? When nothing was ever there She hates the fact that he never calls Cause she has to & the fact he's always too busy To talk & there is nothing for her to do sometimes i just lie in bed and think about you, look out my window... and start to cry, turn up my music loud enough so no one can hear me s.c.r.e.a.m. if you cant get someone out of your head maybe their supposed to be there My head is saying who cares about him? and my heart is screaming I do. MY LADiES. they're beautiful. personalities? incredible. our times together? unforgetable. smiles so memorable. their friendship? NON REPLACEABLE it kills me to know that you`re online & won`t talk to me. it`s just time I realize that I don`t mean anything to you. & i never really did.. You know how it is when you Don't want to miss them, but you want them to miss you. i love you like a rockstar loves his guitar don't look at me like that. i don't feel like falling for you all over again. && i can't afford the heartbreak. sometimes i wonder what it is about you that makes me try so hard. alot of people walk in & out of my life but you're one of the only people i ever really wanted to stick around --------------------------------- listen to your friends when they tell you he's a bad thing. because they can see what you refuse not to. if i could steal one final glance one final step, one final dance with him i`d play a song that would never, ever end
i know im not perfect and i know im not gorgeous so deal with it ;; because i do everyday all i want to do is be able to look at you [&] not feel the pain of the memories of the times i o n c e k n e w. Sometimes I just sit, stare, and wonder What the fuck I’m doing wrong Sometimes even though you're having a good time, you can't help but stop and think about the good old days.. <3 I miss you a little I guess you could -say- a little too [much] a [little] too often and a little more e a c h d a y When a guy says your hott, he's looking at your body, when he says your pretty, he's lookin at your face, and when he says your beautiful he's lookin at your heart && write me some love letters.. so i can keep every single one of them, and read them when i'm lonely my last memory of you, was blurred with tears not because you hurt me, but because i had to let you go. Jealousy is the best compliment. iF Y0U KEEP TRYiNG S0 HARD T0 BE EVERYTHiNG Y0UR N0T .. Y0U`LL MiSS EVERYTHiNG Y0U WERE MEANT T0 BE today i relized i acctually dont need u i could do so much better, and i could find somene who really does care <|3 He knows I care, that's why he doesn't. & I wonder what goes through his mind when his beautiful eyes meet mine. buy me a plastic ring & tell me you love me I'm looking for real love...ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without eachother love. life is music...play it LOUDER I Love It When I Can Feel You Smiling When You Kiss Me ------------------------ Because... you're beautiful and you don't know it. Because you're smart and you don't believe it. You're the kind of girl that guys never get over. You're the kind of girl that other girls get compared to... I am moving through the crowd Trying to find myself Feel like a guitar that's never played Will someone strum away? when your heart gets broken you tend to see a crack in everything else if you break up && are still just friends then you were either never in love or you still are. Every time she laughs she hopes he is watching. Not so he sees she is happy but so that maybe, just maybe, he`ll fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his ..& you may not know it and i may not show it, but why can`t you see? that you mean everything to me.
never expect anything that way.. you'll never be disappointed never forget what they did to you, but never let them know you remember you cant look back and regret. you need to look forward and progress. If I had to choose a way to die It'd be with you I wanna talk to you I need to get it all out I want u to understand Your all I need right now it`s not about being who everyone else wants you to be it`s about being yourself & finding someone who loves every bit of it its scary to think how different ur life would be if u never met that person ; that changed // e v e r y t h i n g // I just want to lie in the grass...under the stars...in your arms...and have the world disapear. -------------------------------- I see your screen-name pop up. I don't want to IM you right away. I don't want to seem desperate. I wait a few minutes, But after awhile, I lose the courage. I need to talk to you. Please, do me a favor. IM me first Sometimes I stare at myself in the mirror. Minute after minute goes by and I still can't figure out if there's at least one good thing about me. No one sees her silent tears. No one shares her secret fears. She cries alone and no one hears. and just once, I want someone to be afraid to lose me Don't stress over the people from your past,there's a reason they didn't make it to yourfuture. I'm not insecure. I just dont trust peopleifiwereaguniwouldbangthehellouttayou And I'm stubborn as a stone I critisize my body I wonder if I'm ready To ever be alone Oh I'm just like everybody else, I cry like everybody else
remind me how pathetic i am & how perfect you are If you go, then i'll forget you. When you're gone, i won't miss you. I'm sorry that's just the way i've learned to deal with a broken heart so what's it gonna take - for a guy like you, to love a girl like me I Say Oh I'm Fine && Walk Away But I'm Waiting For Someone To Say No You're Not Don't you just love how every girls profile is about a guy..but he doesn't get that every single word of it is for him what do you do when you k.n.o.w something is bad for you.. && you still can't l-e-t g.o.. it`s funny how the person i thought i didn't want was the person i need all along. __ <3 we met && I knew at first glance that you`d be hard to forget There's always gonna be that guy, that no matter what happens between you two, no matter how long you go without talking, you just never stop loving him </3 ------------------------- i dont know where i stand with you and i don't know what i mean to you, all i know is that everytime i see you all i wanna do is [ be with you ] letting go of someone special to you is hard, but holding onto someone who doesn't feel the same, is much harder
everytime i talk to you i fall a little harder <33 When your throat starts to clench and tingle and your heart gets so warm the heat travels through your body, when your stomach starts to feel those unforgiving butterflies that spark the instant flow of [tears]. That is the worstpain you'll ever feel. Well, dear -- that's your heart breaking
i think part of the reason we hold onto something so tight, for so long is because we fear something so great may never happen again. all she wants is that movie love the kind where they cant get enough of eachother, and no hearts are broken she buries her head in her pillow ; trying to forget every mistake that she has ever made i guess things happen for a reason. tears eventually fade & one day everything will be exactly how it`s supposed to be. moving on is a process. you have to promise your self that you`re really ready to let it all go.. For once I wish I could look in the mirror &&Be proud of what I see, Proud of how i turned out, Proud of being me. And sometimes i think that maybe it'd be so much easier if i were just pretty The worst feeling in the world is being in a room full of people && feeling so alone I know what it's like to want to die, How it hurts to smile, How you try to fit in, but you can’t, How you hurt yourself on the outside, To kill the thing on the inside. Do you know what I want most? I wanna be good at something. I wanna be someone's special person and make someone smile. I wanna make just one person's life better. ------------------------ I'm not really your girlfriend... But I'm not really "just a friend" either if you're not under my christmas tree, i'm going back to bed this is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages; who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt. as hard as she trys to make herself move on... he always seems to make her fall, again and suddenly, i'm hating myself for EVERYTHING i ever felt for you. It's 2 AM and She's lying on her bed Staring at the ceiling All these thoughts in her head Just so confused Doesn't know what to do In need of someone to talk to But doesn't know who So she just lies there Her eyes fixed on the ceiling With her headphones blaring But nothing, she's hearing A girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for each other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever. "Lots of girls show their beauty because they want the world to see it -- but others try to hide it so he will look for something more..." find arms that will hold you at your weakest eyes that will look At you at your ugliest __+ & a heart that will love you at your worst ' because thats the only love that really matters i found myself wrong again starin' out the window wonderin' what it is i should have said It's funny how i don't want to share someone who's not even mine. who knows. maybe one day, we'll be perfect for eachother. x3 its the kinda crush where I just finished putting up my away messsage, about to walk out the door... and he signs on. suddenly, whatever i was going to do, wherever I was going go, doesnt matter. talking to him does. Heres a toast.. to all those girls out there that are crying tonight because they made the biggest mistake of there life they let him slip away because they were to scared see baby, this is our problem: i care too much and you, well you could care less.
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